'Gay'

This word had been quite a highlight for me last weekend.

You see,
No matter how bad it would make people judge you, being honest and showing the world who you really are would actually gain you more respect. You know, instead of keeping a ridiculously hard work at denying it while not being able to hold back any little habits that clearly show otherwise.

That is not smart at all. And if you think you're doing the best you can to fit into society, think again. You never heard anyone saying how annoying you were? Of course you would not, because they were all talking behind your back, just like what I am doing right now.

Well, at least we were all thinking about how less annoying you would be, should you just admit that you were different, that those little details were actually necessary for you. That 'they' did get most of your attention, not 'us'. That it was not that acting manly was difficult for you to do, that just didn't come naturally for you.

At the very least, admit. Because right now you're just being as annoying as a six years old who still acts as if he/she was two. I don't know if you get the point or not, and I don't actually care. But as long as you're still denying it, you won't get any genuine friendship out of it.